CONFESSION OF A BROKEN LOVER
I know this letter would meet you not only in good health and sound mind but with happiness, one that you couldn't find when we were together. If you're wondering how I know this, let me confess, I have been stalking you, please forgive me.
First, I am glad you didn't block my number on WhatsApp, how else would I have followed your status and known what has been happening in your life? Thank you also for not blocking me on your social media platforms, I follow you keenly. I just can't stay away from you. Even if I can't have you, I sincerely want to be sure that all is well with you.
You can't blame me, I have lost my peace of mind since we parted ways. Before I begin this letter, let me say a big congratulations on your engagement. No, I didn't hear it from anyone, I saw the videos and pictures you uploaded, very lovely indeed. I have never doubted your taste, he is such a fine man I must admit and you two look good together. Now you know I am jealous!
Although I somehow wish that you would break up with him and give me a chance, one last chance. I know I messed up big time. I won't argue with that fact. I didn't treat you right. Till date, I can never really tell what made me feel that I would have you forever and that you would put up with my inconsiderate and selfish attitude for long.
I wish I had become wise early enough to see the treasure that had been tossed on my lap. The period we were together I was living like a maggot in bacon not minding that you made so many sacrifices to make life comfortable for me. I took your love for granted. Such a jerk I was!
I still recall all the times I should have given you more attention and made you a priority but I assumed that you would always be there and there was no need to hurry into a commitment with you. I really did screw the pooch when I thought that you would be mine forever after all it was obvious that you were in love with me.
You may have doubted my love for you but I swear I genuinely love you maybe I was too proud to show it. Now I understand what they say that 'You don't know the value of something until you lose it'. I have lost a rare gem, one I can never retrieve.
I miss you so much and I still grab my phone every morning to check if your early morning message would drop like before, even if it was in error. Honestly, they made me feel special and have a positive start for the day. I wonder why I never told you this when we were still together.
In the words of the music Icon, Celine Dion, Goodbye's the saddest word!
Happy New Month People!
I hope you're excited about April as much as I am.
Well, today's post was birthed from a place of advancement and in a bid to get rid of Negative Vibe like I mentioned earlier in the year.
It's goodbye to that relationship that has been draining you. I am guessing that someone here can relate to the words from the letter above. If you do, please do well to share with us in the comment section.
This is just a gentle reminder that anyone who constantly steals your peace is not worth keeping, please move on and you'll be amazed to see what better things await you.
So this is me wishing you the best of the month of April.
Never forget The Tory Teller loves you and is rooting for you always.
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